Alright – so today we’ve got the honor of introducing you to Mylo Kidd. We think you’ll enjoy our conversation, we’ve shared it below.
Mylo, appreciate you joining us today. It’s always helpful to hear about times when someone’s had to take a risk – how did they think through the decision, why did they take the risk, and what ended up happening. We’d love to hear about a risk you’ve taken.
What’s felt like the biggest risk I have taken in my life thus far is not necessarily one major instance or happening, but more rather an ongoing process that I find myself in the unsteady waters of currently, especially having never felt comfortable enough to do so, as if it was something I was even capable of doing, or if it was the right thing to do. Simply put, it is the risk of fully trusting yourself & your path, even while there are outside (and inner) forces & energies that work solely to sway you away from yourself and what you know & believe.
A lyric from one of my songs (on an EP/album that I will be releasing soon!) explains it well; “I’ve spent too much time listening, and not enough time searching for what I need.” This soul healing journey that I have been embarked on for the past few years has shown me that listening to myself is much more important than I had ever realized, learned, or knew how to do. And I mean listening to yourself in every sense; mind, body, heart, & soul. This isn’t something that I understood before as being important, simply because I never learned how to listen to myself or how to trust myself. Instead, what I was learning to do was how to listen to most everybody’s voice but my own & make THAT my driving force; their opinions & thoughts of me, rather than holding & creating my own idea of what I want to do, who I was, & who I wanted to become, always allowing other people’s idea of me to sway & turn me away from forming & trusting my own inner truth. At the time though, I had no absolute idea of who I was or what I wanted to do. And with the little bit of an idea that I did have, I never felt as if it would ever be a possibility to pursue, my dreams continued getting crushed by the authority figures in my life who were constantly insinuating the idea that I needed to not aim so big & just follow in line with the rest of the crowd.
For the majority of my conscious life, I believed what I was being told by others about myself; I spent a great deal of it being incredibly hard on myself for what I didn’t know or felt as if I couldn’t accomplish, even more specifically for my weaker areas which, at the time, seemed like almost everything. During my teenage years I was going through a pretty heavy amount of mental health issues from the emotional traumas I was/had been experiencing, & turned to unhealthy coping mechanisms like drugs, drinking, etc., for emotional support. Granted these means of coping got me through this era of my life & I am very thankful to be at a place now where I do not need those in order to feel at a normal leveled state. But I was always managing to get myself into trouble even before I was doing any of that stuff, as a kid I was loud & didn’t like following rules which resulted in me getting in trouble for things that I would not consider very punishment worthy. I was always managing to get myself into trouble even before I was doing any of that stuff, as a kid I was loud & didn’t like following rules which resulted in me getting in trouble for things that I would not consider very punishment worthy. They were more like silly, normal kid behaviors, i.e. pretending to catapult mulch doo-doo or writing symbols on the brick walls with chalk that were already written upon. But private catholic school sure can be a catalyst for making you believe you were “bad” if you didn’t act like everyone else. With all of these experiences from childhood into my teenage years and then following into my early adult years with running into law enforcement troubles, it seemed I was always being told & then reinforced this notion that I was just plain ole bad, a troublesome kid who needed to sit down, shut up, and get in line with the rest. One vivid memory that stands out that I remember had affected my self image dramatically in my teenage years, was when I got told by my parents that I was going to turn into a drug addict who would be dead by 25 if I didn’t get my act together (funny how far from the truth that turned out to be). I actually wrote a cute little demo song about it you might be able to find on my SoundCloud ;}. Fast forwarding a few years, at this point I am 23 and it was about 4 years ago that I finally had the realization that none of that garbage I was being fed was ever true about me. I was just a kid who was hurt, traumatized, alone, confused, & chronically depressed, anxious, & paranoid as a result. There wasn’t anything wrong with me & I didn’t need to be “fixed”…alls I needed was some good old fashioned compassion, understanding, patience, & loving kindness. And once I began learning how to give this to myself without the need for outside approval, my inner strength & inner knowing has grown exponentially. Everyday presents itself with a new learning experience & as long as I remain open & understanding towards myself & others, I have the potential to grow into the person I’ve always known myself to be on the inside, but never quite had the chance of getting to know or getting to integrate into my tangible everyday life. It is the me that always felt locked away & trapped inside, covered over layers of guilt, shame, sadness, insecurity, so on and so on. The answers continue to be so much more simpler than I had ever imagined, even though loving yourself unconditionally can be a very difficult task when you grew up learning the opposite; it was more like learning how to be hard on yourself, especially the parts of you that were not as socially acceptable as the other parts of you. It was a game of conditional acceptance, the “good” parts of you were praised, while all the others received roaring disapproval & distaste, when the truth is, all parts deserved the same amount of understanding & validation. When it is the hardest to love, is also when it is the most important.
After realizing that I was not who I was being told that I was for so many years, I began the search for the me that was waiting patiently & dormant within, the part of me that has been the only constant while the other parts of me continue to be shed away like snake skin; the version of me that has no choice but to be unleashed & unraveled, as it shines brighter & fiercer than any other. There are always going to be outside forces that do not fully understand you, for most people are only capable of seeing slivers of the entirety that is the makeup of you (as well as themselves). A lot of this is because we learn how to shame & judge certain parts of ourselves growing up & as a result, end up doing the same to others we encounter, whether we mean to or not, or whether we are fully aware of it or not. It is in our human tendencies to project ourselves onto others, so how people view you doesn’t actually have to do with you, but rather, how they view themselves. And if that person isn’t ready to face that specific part of themselves, they might blame it on you instead of being aware of it as a projection of their own internalized thoughts & then doing the work of going inwards to face that part, although words can make the task sound much easier than it actually is. Truthfully we all do this & can’t help it most of the time, but this is why self awareness paired with compassion & understanding is so important, and why we also must choose to hold compassion for all humans alike, for this is something we all experience to no fault of our own. If understood in this way though, projection can actually be a very useful tool for becoming more self aware, if that is the path you would like to choose. We are each like walking story books and YOU are the only one that has been present for your entire story, so you are the only one that knows you best. Others come & go, but at the end of the day you fall asleep within yourself solely: your thoughts & your feelings, no one else’s. This is why it is so utterly important for you to know yourself & your truth on a deep level, & to walk within it bravely & strongly every day, for YOU are your sole advocate. A part of me always knew that I was more than what I was being told but, at the time, I didn’t fully understand that. I was young & still very much dependent on others, in the way that any not fully grown person would be. But as I have begun to step into this new independent time in my life, I have been able to see myself much more clearly than before. I was never those opinions & thoughts that others had of me, a part of me always knew that I was just doing the things I was because of my emotional struggles & confusion on how to be any better, but I didn’t know how to communicate that & also didn’t get handed a good template/foundation to handle those types of issues in the first place. Right when I began to love & accept all these parts of myself is when things began to significantly change. I have shed away most all of the relationships with those who held these sorts of ideas of me so that I can be around those who can truly see the deepest version of me. The hard truth is, others can only meet you as deeply as they’ve met themselves, and in order to grow you’ve got to shed the past. I began understanding myself in a different light & growing in ways that I had never before imagined possible. If I was not the person I always thought I was, then who was I? The process is ongoing but has slowed down as I learn & integrate more and more. Underneath all of those unhealthy behaviors is a very sensitive & passionate soul who longs to express their deepest thoughts & feelings with the world. I (like all of us) am a double sided coin; the shadow vs the visible, the inner vs the outer, the unseen vs the seen. The shadow has every ability to flip the switch and use those destructive parts instead for the betterment of itself. I did all of those unhealthy behaviors because I am so emotionally sensitive & energetically aware (alongside the trauma I was experiencing), and back then did not understand how to handle any of that. But the more I choose to learn, keep an open mind, & do something better with these circumstances, then I find so much inner strength in putting this intense energy towards doing something that is beneficial for me, rather than detrimental. I am very sensitive to the world around me and it has always been difficult for me to accept that this is the state of the world that we currently live in, as it can be deeply saddening. But the flip side of that is that it gives me such a strong passion to begin making the difference I so very long to see. It gives me the strength to do better, not just for myself but for literally the entire planet.
Learning to fully trust myself has been a long, grueling, & treacherous task. But after finally being able to vividly witness just how much I have learned & changed, it has become more than obvious to me just how worth it pushing through the hard parts is. You don’t really get to witness the shifting in real time, eventually you just begin to realize that you are not the same person you once were, it doesn’t change overnight. And even now it can feel so risky and rebellious to put my trust fully in myself, as it means taking full responsibility for me & every aspect of my life and that can be an intimidating & frightening thing, especially when you’ve grown up in a way that teaches you to follow in line with everyone else, that you should think in the same lines as them rather than listening to yourself, how you feel, & forming your own opinions/thoughts…that taking your own unique & individual path is not worth it, that you are wrong for doing so (as the clock strikes 1:11 pm), or that following your heart & soul is just some made up delusion that isn’t actually possible. Which couldn’t be further from the truth! In this way it caters to my rebellious nature to take what I know to be true & to just run with it, & I can’t deny how much fun it is at the same time. It’s like, I get to drop all of these lies & illusions I had grown to learn, I get to rebel against what I feel is not correct & instead create a life that is entirely mine, a reality that makes me feel good, a reality that is based on nothing but my soul’s deep inner truths, rather than these false & soul alienating ideas of how things are or should be. A part of me always felt like there was so much more to life than what I was being told, but being young I couldn’t quite put my finger on it. Still, I always knew that there was & had to be something more than work, school, money, buy, repeat.
You truly are the only & main director of your life. You can choose to give your power away to somebody else to make them happy & follow along with their ideas of how things should be rather than focusing on your own happiness, passions, dreams, & beliefs, but it will only separate you further and further from your deepest most fulfilling self. We grow up being told how to do what they want us to do, rather than being taught how to do what feels best and right for you, we learn how to do what is best and right for this greedy & inhuman society and how to cater towards this consumerism system. And to that notion I say, good riddance. If you aren’t focusing on your passions & happiness, then what is the point of living? Why live your entire life doing things that don’t fuel every inch of your soul? Why live a life that is dull and colorless? I tried, but my soul screams out so loud & bright that I don’t think I would have been able to do it any other way. Doing so resulted in a deep & seemingly never ending state of depression. I don’t think I had much of a choice truthfully, and I am utterly grateful for it. I rebelled because a very deep part of me has always known that living in this soulless way just is not right or fulfilling in any shape or form. At this point I am so thankful for the reckless kid that I was because in a sense, they have led me back to the me that I am becoming today, and I couldn’t have done it without them. They guided me up until this point & I get to continue my journey onwards, and this time with a firm foundation that cannot be easily shaken by outside forces. I can rest assured knowing that I am on my way to reaching the mountain tops I have always longed to reach but never before believed to be a possibility.
All in all, self trust is a difficult path to take but it is more than worth it. It can feel like you are doing something that is against the rules, because in a very real sense it IS in comparison to what was learned growing up and can create a shaky ground, especially at first. But the more you become aware of the fullest & clearest of truths, that the ideas of you that have been projected onto you from others isn’t actually who you are but a reflection of their own inner shadow, then you can begin to feel more comfortable in creating the version of yourself that you know yourself to be. You GET to listen to yourself, you GET the privilege of directing your own life in every way. It is difficult & gives you more power in your life than you have probably ever felt that you have had before. But the more your feet begin to get on a steady & stable inner ground, is the more that you will begin to realize that all that heartbreak & chaos was oh so worth it. Time is on your side. Patience, understanding, & compassion are your greatest tools. The world is yours; who do you want to be?
Awesome – so before we get into the rest of our questions, can you briefly introduce yourself to our readers.
I consider myself to be a word smith, a cosmic wanderer, & a melodic magician, aka, a poet, a deep thinker, an intuitive, & a singer songwriter. Growing up in the traumatic situation that I did, music was always the only constant, god-like parent that I was able to access. It helped me to feel validated in how I felt, in what I was going through, & in how I was outwardly responding to what I was going through. It was as if somebody finally understood, like they were reaching out to soothe the heart of my weary & confused soul. & it was a somebody who was famed & highly praised for this art form that I felt so connected with. I didn’t realize this at the time, that music was quite literally my life saver, but it was giving me an excuse to keep going, it reminded me that there was something more for me out there. Pink Floyd, John Lennon, George Harrison, Jim Morrison, the Grateful Dead, Bob Dylan, Jimi Hendrix, Queen, the Rolling Stones, they all reminded me that I was not alone, that there was indeed more to life then what I was being told, and that I was more than capable of reaching that in my real life. After realizing just how much music has healed me and continues to do so, that a seemingly simple set of melodies & words can hold that much power, I have made it my life’s purpose to share that same healing power that I find within me, a powerfully loving force that flows out so naturally from within. As a kid I always loved music, and as I shifted into my teenage years began playing the guitar more often, writing songs & posting covers on YouTube. Looking back at what I was accomplishing then, I can finally have an immense amount of love & appreciation for what I was creating. So much of my creative process up until the past few years had been stifled by a very low sense of a self esteem paired with a perfectionist mindset, even more especially when it came to my own art. I always thought what I did was horribly awful, so it is an incredibly wonderful feeling to be able to go back to it now & see it for the undeniably raw truth & beauty that it is. When I first began writing, before so much of the low self esteem had really begun settling in, the songwriting process flowed out in waves of ease, and I have now been able to bring that flow back into my writing process. I have noticed that it is quite literally just how my brain operates, almost as if it works in musical/theatrical terms. It’s just what I understand the most. And even more specifically the feeling/energy that is being conveyed from within the song, for it is the energy that is brought forth that I understand so deeply, especially being very sensitive to emotional energy; almost like being an energy worker, just in terms of songwriting.
Truthfully though, I had mostly given up on all of my music endeavors by the time I had graduated high school because of how bad my self image was, and how little I could muster up the energy to even care about pursuing my souls passions. My life had become pretty dull & colorless by that point & is definitely when my mental health was at it’s lowest. I began smoking highly concentrated amounts of THC religiously and just not really caring about much else. I experienced a lot of dissociation issues in my life & during this time it was especially bad, as well as my depression, low self esteem, anxiety, and just overall poor feelings about myself & life. By this point I was still completely unaware of just how traumatic my childhood was, how much it had affected me, the current toxic relationship dynamics in my life, or let alone that I was on the neurodivergent scale. But after a random magic mushroom trip my life/perspective began to take a dramatic shift. During the trip I was reminded of something that I hadn’t felt since I was a child, something that I longed so badly to have back in my life but that had been lost after years of trauma & conditioning with seemingly no way out. After this experience though, The Way Out finally began to make an appearance and I have been working on myself ever since, for about the past 4-5 years now. And during this newer quarter of my life music has come back around in an even fuller force than before. My inspiration from all of my life’s experiences has piled up & continues to do so, and my passion for songwriting is stronger than ever. I know so much more solidly now what I want to do & why I want to do it. With the help of music & my own foraged inner strength, as well as a naturally occurring medicine, I have managed to pull myself out of the darkness with no one else’s hand to hold but my own. And I know that I could not have done it without the musicians that continue to soothe & hold my soul within theirs. I think music is quite a personal experience, it can be some of the most profoundly intimate parts of another’s soul that they are sharing with other souls who dare to take the dive with them into those larger & scarier feelings. It really does feel like your souls are connecting when you are truly entranced into the music, and in ways that are so much significant than you can experience just by simple conversation. Music itself holds energy & can create significant inner changes in this way; all in all, music is much MUCH more than just a simple set of chords.
On this 2nd quarter of my life’s journeys in terms of my songwriting, I have written many of what I believe to be bangers, but more specifically soul soothing, heart shaking, & mind shattering creations that I realize are an incredibly healing process for myself, a kind of healing experience that I long to share with others. I hope to make others feel less alone, to make them feel heard, seen, & validated, the same way that I had experienced as a kid & continue to do so; to spread this feeling of connectedness, togetherness, sameness. I want to make you feel comfortable to bawl your eyes out and to express your rawest, most truest & deepest feelings. I’ll be right there with you anyways, and maybe we can go grab a coffee afterwards or something. I want to normalize feeling & expressing the feelings that were shamed & ridiculed growing up. I want to normalize what it is like being fully & utterly human; it is difficult, confusing & complicated and there just isn’t any way around that. And it is because of this that all feelings should be nothing but validated, welcomed, & greeted kindly.
After having what I realize now is an incredibly large & constantly being built upon pile of new songs, I have finally mustered up the energy to begin working on releasing a brand new earth shaking album who’s title is yet to be determined. Although I have been writing over these past few years, my mental health has been my number one priority and in this it can be hard to even feel up to doing something like recording, but as of now it feels as if the time is right. I did release a single EP a bit earlier this year called Simply Searching with 2 of the songs that will be on the album, and I am also working to post more on my YouTube/TikTok/Soundcloud with covers from artists that ignite my souls light. I am not sure of a release date yet, but if you keep up with my social medias you’ll know right away :-}. I am utterly excited to begin this newly birthed healing musical path that I have found myself shoved within, I don’t believe I was made to do anything else, nothing fuels me more. Truthfully I’ve already got the makings of a 2nd album on the way, so I guess I better get started anyways!
We often hear about learning lessons – but just as important is unlearning lessons. Have you ever had to unlearn a lesson?
That there is no such thing as bad art! I am not completely sure where I had learned this idea, but my guess is I had gathered it from over the years from a handful of differing experiences, plus some pinholed ideas of existence in general, plus a brain that likes to look in solely black & white terms, plus some bits of people pleasing scattered in there. I had believed that there was always a right or wrong way to go about not only art but most every aspect of life, that this type of art was good and this type was bad. It very much translated in many different areas but art has possibly been the most tainted of them all. Creating is and can be such an intimate experience for an individual as it is in creating that one is able to express the parts of themselves that are difficult to express in normal daily conversation or in the break room at work, feelings that get set aside or might judged by others, or they are so big & scary that we just act like we don’t feel them altogether. But when you are creating you get to set all of that aside and just unleash the beast in whatever way, shape, or form resonates with you the most, the experience is limitless, unless we limit ourselves to terms like bad and good. There are different styles & genres of art sure, but no one is greater than the other. Some people prefer a certain taste but that does not mean that another’s taste is any different! A preference is a preference and we all have them, maybe we don’t necessarily understand why we like what we do, we just do! And that is perfect the way that it is. Preference is subjective, and without these types of differences we would live in a world where we were all creating the same thing, without any uniqueness. Creation itself is a objective experience turned subjective by our own unique and irreplaceable perspectives, you simply cannot mess up when creating.
One part about music and creating in general that I recognized had been tainted with other traumas is the need to people please, even through my own creative process; this idea that I needed to write songs that people liked, that I needed to sound a certain way, basically that I needed to turn my soul soothing craft into a money making scheme because if people don’t like it, then it won’t pay the bills. Yet another form of capitalism sucking the joy out of what was made to be boundless & limitless. I think this is definitely part of the reason why I had such a hard time enjoying writing songs as a teenager. To me it started out as something that I felt good doing, something that energized my soul in a way that I did not find in any other area. But the whole idea became immediately tainted once I started making it more known, I had even at a time resulted to going into a music business major, diminishing my true dreams of being the actual performer. Granted music business would have gotten me in to the scene in general & I don’t mean that it is a lesser profession by any means, but just for me specifically it felt like I was selling out & throwing away what I actually wanted to do, and for nothing but profit.
Another thing I have learned is that there is a niche for literally everything. It can be incredibly difficult to please every single person and doing so is nothing but a waste of time. Whatever style you fall into naturally, there is a collective out there that will absolutely resonate with it & support everything you do. A lot of the time though it is too easy to be your biggest critic and in this case WE might be the reason why we aren’t satisfied with our creations. Whether we are putting too high of an expectation upon ourselves, feel as if we aren’t as good as we’d like to be, wish it could look/sound different, etc. etc., it all ends up making the creative process a lot less fun than it should & could be. Of course there is nothing wrong with wanting to get better at a certain skill, or maybe having a certain vision that you are trying to bring to life. What I find within my own experience is that when I let go of any and all expectations and just dive into the piece with an overall general idea in mind, I end up with something that I didn’t even know I could create, something utterly brand new & mysteriously birthed in ways I didn’t even necessarily mean to! In other words, you could end up creating something you didn’t even realize you were capable of by releasing all control of the outcome. I think we have all learned how to be a bit more strict within our creative processes than is actually beneficial, and by easing up on ourselves, releasing all forms of control, and really working to channel the feeling we want to portray, we can make the process fun again, while also open, infinite, new, & exciting. Putting boundaries on art only restricts our souls expression even more, and we’ve already learned enough of that in our lives!
What’s the most rewarding aspect of being a creative in your experience?
For me personally, it is getting to unleash the beast within in a way that is enchanting, magical, healing, & fulfilling. I feel emotions very deeply and in this way it has been difficult for me to fully share or express my truest feelings with others in the way that I would like to, a lot of the time words alone just are not able to depict it with the intensity that it actually entails. And a lot of folks don’t necessarily want to go that deep in an everyday conversation, I’ve been around many people who are afraid to face those bigger feelings and it creates an impenetrable wall from the outside. Before learning how to properly channel these energies, I was kind of like a zippity zappity bouncy ball flinging from one thing to the other in no organized fashion. Growing up the in toxic family environment that I did too, I didn’t get handed a good foundation on how to organize or understand my own feelings, and most of the time from a very young age I was so busy having to cater towards my parents emotional wellbeing’s so as to keep the emotional chaos at a minimum, that I began dissociating from my own emotional experience pretty early on. Even now I still have a very hard time identifying how I am feeling and focusing on taking care of myself first. With such an unstable inner foundation, my emotional energy was always incredibly scattered or I’d just dissociate from it all together without meaning to. But after becoming aware of all of this & then slowly learning how to better ground myself and my creative energies, while also releasing any shame I had learned over the years when it comes to expressing those feelings, I find that I actually have an infinitely abundant amount of creative juices that I can learn how to better channel into all of my creative endeavors.
After taking the time to begin understanding my own thoughts & feelings and then integrating them into my reality, it gives me the chance to write in a slightly more organized fashion; deliberately sitting down with the feeling at hand or diving into the pot to choose the one I would like to dance around with in that moment. I try to really step into that feeling and allow it to work through and flow out of me in waves of song. I mentioned this in an earlier question, but music is the basis that my brain operates on & is the main way that I am able to fully & so deeply understand emotional energy, so I don’t necessarily have to do much but sit within the feeling I wish to portray & then let the song seep out of me. Being able to fully & whole heartedly express what I have always longed to share with others but haven’t quite understood how to has helped me in my healing journey immensely. Before understanding how to properly communicate how I felt, it felt like I was always stuck & unable to move. It is a very trapping feeling when you feel so strongly but do not understand how to communicate it to anybody, let alone in a healthy way too. The only ways in which I really knew how to express my feelings was quite immature simply because it was what I had learned from toxic family dynamics, but still I needed to learn better in order to grow & to just feel better about myself in general. It is quite a lonesome feeling not being able to or understanding how to share how you feel with another. It feels kind of like knowing that you have so much to say & express, but it’s as if there is tape over your mouth and you are unable to turn the jumbled up energy in your mind into something that makes tangible sense. So now, being able to express the most rawest & truest form of my emotional experience in a way that feels good to me & that I know others will be able to resonate with, is incredibly fulfilling. It’s like, I get to blow up emotionally in a sense, just in the form of song. I can scream, shout, use any voice I’d like atop of any set of chords that I like with any combination of words that I like & I don’t have to beat around the bush or dim the feeling in any way, I get to let it run loose and wild within the melodies that I create. I don’t have to please anybody or dim myself just to make somebody else feel comfortable the way I had to as a kid, I get to make MYSELF feel comfortable. Music is energy & understanding this allows me to channel every bit of those deepest darkest feelings that beg to be expressed into something that is tangible & real, rather than keeping them locked inside to fester even more. A song is like an energetic imprint/image captured in time & space, but an image that is meant for your ears rather than your eyes.
Rather than putting my harder to handle feelings away to dissipate into escapism habits, I can choose to put that energy towards creating something that has a lot of healing power not only for myself but also anyone else who wants to experience that with me. In a very real sense healing myself is also healing others, it becomes a tool for whomever is in search of that type of thing in whatever moment they happen to stumble upon a particular song. And being able to watch others resonate with my self expression too is such a validating experience, especially when you grew up experiencing various forms of gaslighting with a complete lack of emotional validation. Songwriting creates a safe space for me to let loose & let it out, in a way that I haven’t been able to find in other places. The songwriting process also teaches me how to better understand my feelings & to get more comfortable with them, to make facing them a bit less scary & daunting. By just turning them into a song, it makes the endeavor much more light hearted than how it might feel initially as the emotions are boiling up in real time. Especially when it comes to the more powerful, booming, & most intense ones. Using this intense energy that runs through me in a healthy & beneficial manner instead of in unhealthy habits is a reward I don’t imagine I’d be able to find anywhere else other than through creativity & self expression.
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