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SubscribeWe recently connected with Cole Lehto and have shared our conversation below.
Cole, thanks for joining us, excited to have you contributing your stories and insights. Do you think your parents have had a meaningful impact on you and your journey?
Thank you so much for having me and giving me this opportunity to share about myself and my work. I think my parents did a lot of things right. I feel very lucky because my parents let me explore my own interests and encouraged me to be creative and artistic growing up even though they both claim to not have an artistic sense of their own. Fortunately, I did share some of my parent’s interests, my dad was happy that I liked to play sports growing up. It gave us things to talk about together and practice together. He and my mom would come to my games and he even coached some of the teams that I played on. Most of my memories of spending time with my dad growing up surrounded some sports field or court. In high school, I played rugby which my dad was unfamiliar with, but he really got into it as the years went on. My parents don’t have very much interest in art in general aside from how it relates to me, they come to my art shows that they can make it to and they’ll listen to me geek out about my materials and processes to no end even if they have no idea what I’m talking about. My parents are several generations older than me, they were in their 40s when I was born, so I would say our cultural gap is large. This I feel has had an impact on my development as a person because I feel like I have always had to know how to interact with people outside of my demographic and find ways to connect to experiences from a world that is no longer the same. Growing up my mom wanted me to be a pretty girl, and I really didn’t like that, so much so that I didn’t care or want to think about my appearance for many of my formative years. I completely rebelled against anything cute or normal haha which I feel like has given me my spice and also has contributed to my artistic vision. Now that I have become comfortable in my body I love to get “dolled up” in my own way. While my parents haven’t and still don’t understand me entirely, they try to and they support me within the capacities that they can I am so grateful and fortunate for that. A lot of queer people are forced out of their homes and lose stability in their lives due to their families abandoning or exiling them. America has gotten crazy with all the conservative fear-mongering around transness and gender non-conformity and I cry for the people I know and know of who have been attacked by their own family or community just for existing. My parents didn’t want me to transition because they didn’t understand it but they haven’t turned away from me for being who I am and they show up for me now even though I have trekked my own path.

Awesome – so before we get into the rest of our questions, can you briefly introduce yourself to our readers.
My name is Cole Lehto, I am a multimedia artist primarily interested in creating sculptural objects but I do a little bit of everything. I have been making art for as long as I can remember. I’ve always wanted to make things that I see and make things that express how I feel. When I was a kid, I would draw and draw and draw and I’d skip doing my homework during study hall to draw some more or spend time on the pottery wheels at my school. I like to know how things work and how things in our universe came to be. As I’ve gotten older it has been harder to find reasons to explain why I make art, especially in our capitalism-focused society. The starving artist trope is not perpetuated without cause. When I first came into adulthood, I was very lost. my life path had been somewhat untraditional up until that point. Mental health struggles, drug abuse, identity crisises, etc. I realized I was transgender when I was 15 or 16, however, I didn’t really want to be. It seemed like it would be hard. It was hard being queer in the environment I grew up in. I had trouble staying out of trouble as I attempted to cope and figure out my circumstances. But I couldn’t really ignore who I was even when I tried. After graduating high school I moved out of my parents’ house and just worked as a waiter and tried to be happy. Covid shut down my job which allowed me to rethink where I’d like to be and what I’d like to do every day. I wanted to be making art and connection with others. So, I applied to the local university UW Milwaukee, and started school. As I said, I had always been drawing ever since I was a kid, but once I got to college, I saw that there were an infinite number of ways to output visual art that went beyond the 2-D space. And I could make work beyond objective subject matter. I found printmaking, and jewelry making, and sculpture, and I’ve recently been interested in digital fabrication with computer modeling and machine output. I’ve been interested in the combination of the human hand and eye aided by the technology I have at my disposal. I like to make expressive things. I also like to make playful things that allow people to have the same curiosity and wonder that I have. I make kaleidoscopes and other sparkly glass things and I like to combine metal, glass and unusual materials, typically ones that I find on the side of the road or the dumpster. I like to reclaim things that were thrown away or discarded because I get overwhelmed by the excess of things that move through our world all the time. I work as a concierge at a condo building and a portion of my job is to organize and disperse the packages that come through the mail room. Every day, looking at the pile of things that arrived for any number of the people in a 144-unit condo building reminds me of how much moves through our world. I lose things a lot because I’m disorganized and then sometimes I don’t even miss what I’ve lost. Sometimes I don’t even know that I’ve lost it maybe until months or later or at all, so, using things that I find or scrounge up is a way for me to pay homage to all of the stuff that we don’t have that we might need or that we have and don’t need. To make kaleidoscopes, I recycle material from rear projection TVs that people don’t want anymore because they take up too much space in their homes and they want the newer better screens. These old TVs contain large mirrors and projectors that I can repurpose to make something new. A transformation! I currently have been learning basic robotics and coding to try and incorporate movement mechanical movement into my work. I’ve incorporated movement into my work as an interactive experience with a few pieces that I’ve made, but I’m interested in other forms of power and movement. I like the way things change over time. I like seeing weathered things like rusty metal and rocks and bricks on the shore of Lake Michigan that I’ve been worn down over time. I think change over time is a main facet of my attention because of the way I feel like I have changed and have observed the way other people have changed throughout my life and the way the world has changed and what the future might look like compared to what I thought the future would look like even a year ago or a few months ago. As a trans person, change is a beautiful thing to me even though it can be scary. I think change is fun and exciting. I want to make work that’s fun and exciting but also reminds people to look around and see what possibilities could come with change. I’m not currently offering work for clients beyond being a fabrication assistant to other artists and makers as I continue to learn materials and processes. I would like to find funding to create larger and more complicated bodies of work. I also have plans to create products for my own design line which would include jewelry, clothing, and smaller kaleidoscopes. As I finish my undergraduate bachelor of fine arts, I’m looking forward to the future of my work and practice. I think I plan to continue my education in fine arts through an MFA at some point so that I could teach, however, I still have a year left in my undergrad degree. I think what sets me apart from others is my unique perspective and almost dream-like optimism despite my at times very difficult
experiences as a human and trans person.

Can you share a story from your journey that illustrates your resilience?
When I was in high school, I was for all intents and purposes a mess. I was trying to bury my head in the sand via drugs and skipping out on participating in real life. I was selling weed and molly to fund my usage. My view on life was so limited at the time, I couldn’t see the light at the end of the tunnel with being trans and how hard life seemed and I was just doing anything I could to try to find a reason to be a person. I got arrested when I was 18 on felony drug distribution charges. I don’t believe people should receive lifelong punishment via a felony status, but getting arrested really stopped me in my tracks on the dark path I was on. I stopped selling and I basically disappeared from my drug-focused social circle. I would go be a waiter and then I would go home and that was pretty much all I did for over a year because I didn’t want to get pulled over and like sent to jail lol. It was really crazy, I got arrested and booked and then released, and then nothing happened. A year passed, and still nothing had happened. No court papers, no summons. I moved out of my parents’ house. Then, about two years post-arrest, I finally received a summons for my punishment. At that point, I had already enrolled at UWM because COVID shut down the restaurant I was working at. I met my court-appointed lawyer and she said the long time the court took to start the process was unusual but that time was on my side since I had stayed out of trouble since getting arrested. She said we should try to make the court process take as long as possible.
So, I began my first year of college with intermittent court proceedings. The deal on the table I had to agree to was to spend a year in jail. And that was the deal for the entire 13 months until the court process finally ended. I had to agree to going to jail for a year. I had to mentally prepare for that year in jail and just know that was a possibility while continuing to go to work and go to school and try to keep my chin up. I got straight A’s and volunteered and got character letters to try to show I was good. I wasn’t using or selling hard drugs anymore. Despite the deal that the DA’s office presented, the judge decided sending me to jail for a year didn’t make sense. I am so lucky because if I wasn’t white and didn’t come from where I came from it would have been a lot different. The judge sentenced me to 45 days of work release jail to be served during winter break my sophomore year so that I could keep my job and continue college. The year sentence was placed over my shoulders as a deferred sentence if I got caught violating the terms of my probation. So, I spent winter break in jail. I was supposed to be kept at the work release jail but since I am transgender they decided I couldn’t be kept there since it was set up like bunks in big rooms, and they didn’t want to keep me with the men or the women. But the judge who sentenced me didn’t know that, so, the day I reported to the work release facility, they had me sit and wait for 3 hours before some deputies came over and handcuffed me and said “This is going to seem like a punishment, but it’s not. They brought me to the regular jail, put me in a holding cell, and locked the door. I sat in that cell for 3 days, and there wasn’t even a name tag on my cell so every time I asked a guard walking past what was going on and why they brought me there, they would respond that they didn’t know. That was a really scary few days. Finally, they sent an administrator from the jail to explain the reason I was there was that I was transgender and it was for my and other prisoners’ safety. The jail tried to accommodate my work release sentence by letting me leave to go to work. But in regular jail, there is no alarm clock, and no locker for my work clothes, and the guards weren’t used to sending prisoners to go to work. I had to remind them from my cell’s intercom “Hey, I have work in an hour you have to let me go soon” and they would be like “Haha very funny” and I would say “No, please check your email I am supposed to be released for work”. They finally started getting the hang of it after a few weeks. I had to have friends help me do laundry and I would store what I needed in my car. It was just really crazy. The guards were always so confused. Because of the situation not being what was agreed to in court, I made a court date to talk to the judge. The soonest date was 29 days into my sentence. I was walked into court with full body chains and the judge was shocked since she thought I would be coming from the work release jail and in normal people’s clothes. She was like “What happened???” and I was like, “This is how they have trans people serve work release”. She felt bad because that wasn’t what she thought she was sentencing me to, and she decided to let me go on that day and put the remaining 16 days on my differed sentence. I had to go to work for 8 hours right after court but I was so happy to be done. I am happy that is all over. I got off of probation early because I didn’t violate any terms and I paid my dues. A funny tidbit to the end of this saga was that about 2 months after being released, I was working one of my side gigs which is catering ice cream to weddings. I was scooping the cute little scoops onto tiny cones and I looked up and I saw Judge Laura Lau dressed in a beautiful gown. She walked up to get her scoop and she didn’t recognize me at first but then I said “Hey Judge”. Her face dropped as she realized who I was and she said “Oh My God. You look…great! I am so sorry about what happened.” And I could tell she meant it. I said it was okay and that I was doing good. She said “That’s amazing! This is my son’s wedding.”. I was floored haha! I said “I’m sorry for crashing your son’s wedding, do you want extra ice cream?”

What’s the most rewarding aspect of being a creative in your experience?
For me the most rewarding aspect of being an artist is the expansive environment that comes with spending as much time as I can focusing on art. I have been continually building and meeting new communities of artists both in my local area and others that I have been introduced to through people I know. Community and meeting other people who care about art and care about other people is the most rewarding aspect of being an artist. I have met so many people who make work just to help other people and I think that is beautiful. Life doesn’t need to be a competition and under capitalism, we are meant to race against each other, but I feel that so many artists I know are here to build something for everyone and not just for themselves, and I love that. I also love getting down to work, focusing in on a project from the ideation to planning to execution, getting dirty with it, having fun, and getting to see what I have created and what I discovered during that time. My work is a continual exploration and I am always researching and reading and writing and trying to figure it all out. There is always more to learn and discover and reveal.

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