We recently connected with CaspaCz Official and have shared our conversation below.

Hi CaspaCz, thanks for joining us today. What’s been the most meaningful project you’ve worked on?

I try and make music that’s not just saying what people want to hear. When I write it comes from my experiences my anger frustration dealing with betrayal a world that lacks love and compassion and a understanding that the relationships and life I lived are not healthy.

CaspaCz, love having you share your insights with us. Before we ask you more questions, maybe you can take a moment to introduce yourself to our readers who might have missed our earlier conversations?

I’m CaspaCz. To me hip hop and rap isn’t a thing you just choose to do one day. You grow up with it around you. It’s part of your identity and culture. And hip hop has been part of the soundtrack of my life. I remember freestyle sessions at the bus station down town with thirty forty people around not just spectating but participating. I love music in general but rap and hip hop will always be part of who I am as a person.

We’d love to hear a story of resilience from your journey.

come from no one and nowhere. I was in state custody due to abuse allegations until I was adopted at six. By twelve my sister and I were returned to state custody for reasons that I’d be better discussing with a therapist then an interviewer. There was various forms of child abuse and things happened that I’ll not discuss here. I spent my childhood locked up in state facilities until being aged out in group homes and independent living. By twenty I was on the streets of Jacksonville Florida with no family few friends and nothing no money home or basic life and social skills. I lived house to house keeping in touch with my sister and working anywhere that I could living on couches until around my early thirties. I’ve done things to survive that hurt people. I’ve stole I’ve eaten out of trash and slept under stars in parks or in abandoned homes. I’ve sold drugs and people have tried to rob me. None of this was a time I was happy about . Jacksonville held one of the highest crime rates in state at the time. We lost good people and friends to drugs to violence to stds to incarceration. And some people you just lose even if they still here. My sister my mom and eventually I moved in . But due to resentment and what I assume is mental health I’ve since distanced myself. No one supports me no one funds me all I have is God and about three four people I really know got me if I’m in a situation and some those are logistically not feasible in a immediate capacity. My own family don’t support my music or the culture I was raised in due to their own negligence in my past . And my biggest fan n one my best friends who always told me do this music died in a trap house on a pile of laundry. I’m a white boy out the ghetto n not this stuff today but 90s 2000 when white wasn’t welcomed. My name is literally a racial slur like the N bomb and was meant to hurt my feelings. And like the child abuse the hate the abandonment the dead friends n my own family telling me quit I’ll never make it . I’m still here my entire life story reeks of resilience. I’m a abuse victim with mental health issues a minority in my social sphere I have no family no friends no money and I don’t hate . I love I forgive I try and be better tomorrow then today I try to be better for my friends and family for God and for myself because that’s what life’s about. Love relationships and just being connected with everything while we here. And no one asked or made me it’s just what’s right on a fundamental level so I just do.

Is there mission driving your creative journey?

In the end it’s not about me and never was. I was put through what I went through so I can mature and be who God made me. I do what I do for the people around me and their children. Life is short and it’s hard. We all owe it to each other to exist in a state of awareness. That my actions affect the big picture and the people immediately around me. I should always endeavor through all means in everything I do to be of service to my neighbors my brothers my friends family and fellow man. My music may sound angry at times but believe me everything I do I do to elevate my self into a better position to help others always even if I gotta take a L . It’s all Love .

Contact Info:

• Website: tap legend entertainment.com
• Instagram: @caspaczofficial @caspaczcontent @rayethepromoaddict @taplegendentertainment @artistmanagement
• Facebook: @caspaczofficial @caspaczcontent @rayethepromoaddict @taplegendentertainment
• Twitter: @caspaczcontent
• Youtube: @CaspaCzOfficial
• Other: Snap @CaspaCz brokenheartftw And hit up my Xbox n game up LordDracculla

Image Credits
TAP Legend Entertainment CaspaCzOfficial BrokePhetLife aka Phet Lord Jonny Martin 95 Films