We’re excited to introduce you to the always interesting and insightful Cabria Brown. We hope you’ll enjoy our conversation with Cabria below.
Cabria, thanks for joining us, excited to have you contributing your stories and insights. One of our favorite things to hear about is stories around the nicest thing someone has done for someone else – what’s the nicest thing someone has ever done for you?
The kindest thing anyone who has ever done for me has to be believing in me. It is one of the most powerful actions you can do for someone else and for yourself. As for someone who is extremely self-assured and creative at my core, even I face moments of doubt or stagnation. Words of encouragement have always uplifted me and reminded me of my power. To give an in-depth example, when I found out I was selected to be interviewed by Canvas Rebel, I was ecstatic and felt that this career path I’ve been paving for myself has been falling in alignment. In addition, this opportunity would create an abundance of network and career opportunities. However, the one thing I lacked was the belief that I deserved it. Imposter syndrome swooped in and stole my glory. I began to self-sabotage by distracting myself, avoiding completing this interview process, and questioning if I was truly worthy, especially since previously the opportunities I went after resulted in rejection. As I reflect, I was shackled to the feelings of rejection and disappointment I stopped creating, not just art but creating the life I desire. As an artist, when I’m in moments of blockage it feels as though the beauty and color life offers are stripped away, and only what is left is mere grays. Therefore, this was a mental battle between imposter syndrome and it affected every aspect of my life. For a bit, the perceived fraudulence won. Till I recently confined to a kind-hearted individual about how I’ve been feeling these past few weeks. The reality check shattered the story I was telling myself. Those kind words were full of light and love. It allowed me to reflect on my own emotional well-being, reminded me that I am deserving of all blessings that come my way, and motivated me to prioritize my happiness. I realized I have to continue to turn my dreams into reality by affirming my own worth and reviewing rejection as another stepping stone in my journey as an artist. Sometimes all you need in moments of darkness is light Those compassionate words gave me a precious feeling of understanding, validation, and unconditional love. To be pushed to achieve far more than my own limitations. I am so grateful to be surrounded by individuals who believe in me as much as I believe in myself. So, yes this was the kindest gift I had ever received, I adore it every time and anyone can offer me. To the point where I continue to give this similar gift to many others to create the same joyous feeling.
Great, appreciate you sharing that with us. Before we ask you to share more of your insights, can you take a moment to introduce yourself and how you got to where you are today to our readers?
The kindest thing anyone who has ever done for me has to be believing in me. It is one of the most powerful actions you can do for someone else and for yourself. As for someone who is extremely self-assured and creative at my core, even I face moments of doubt or stagnation. Words of encouragement have always uplifted me and reminded me of my power. To give an in-depth example, when I found out I was selected to be interviewed by Canvas Rebel, I was ecstatic and felt that this career path I’ve been paving for myself has been falling in alignment. In addition, this opportunity would create an abundance of network and career opportunities. However, the one thing I lacked was the belief that I deserved it. Imposter syndrome swooped in and stole my glory. I began to self-sabotage by distracting myself, avoiding completing this interview process, and questioning if I was truly worthy, especially since previously the opportunities I went after resulted in rejection. As I reflect, I was shackled to the feelings of rejection and disappointment I stopped creating, not just art but creating the life I desire. As an artist, when I’m in moments of blockage it feels as though the beauty and color life offers are stripped away, and only what is left is mere grays. Therefore, this was a mental battle between imposter syndrome and it affected every aspect of my life. For a bit, the perceived fraudulence won. Till I recently confined to a kind-hearted individual about how I’ve been feeling these past few weeks. The reality check shattered the story I was telling myself. Those kind words were full of light and love. It allowed me to reflect on my own emotional well-being, reminded me that I am deserving of all blessings that come my way, and motivated me to prioritize my happiness. I realized I have to continue to turn my dreams into reality by affirming my own worth and reviewing rejection as another stepping stone in my journey as an artist. Sometimes all you need in moments of darkness is light Those compassionate words gave me a precious feeling of understanding, validation, and unconditional love. To be pushed to achieve far more than my own limitations. I am so grateful to be surrounded by individuals who believe in me as much as I believe in myself. So, yes this was the kindest gift I had ever received, I adore it every time and anyone can offer me. To the point where I continue to give this similar gift to many others to create the same joyous feeling.
Is there a mission driving your creative journey?
I have a multitude of goals. Such as my art being viewed in a museum, inspiring millions of other creative black girls to dive into their passions, or creating my own animation television/film with queer black representation. However, the main one driving me every morning as I rise and speak gratitude for my life is the instant joy I receive when I create art. There is something magical, and wholesome when I’m in my element as an artist, I feel as though I push myself past my comfort zones to manifest something I haven’t made before. I feel as though I am connecting with my inner child, giving her the opportunity to play, be free and express myself in the way my upbringing deprived me of the privilege to do so.
What do you find most rewarding about being a creative?
The rewarding thing is the ability to be able to do it all over again. Every time I am able to create something new, different, and inquisitive. It is in different forms as well. As, in photography, writing poetry, recording a podcast episode, or sketching! It is always fulfilling and healing when I create. In moments of discomfort and traumatic events, creating helps me process my own emotions. It is a healthy release for me. Being creative, there is this freedom that I love and we can manifest something beautiful out of pain. It is the way I see the world as a creative that is rewarding, however, it is rewarding to have this skillset to be inspired by people, places, and scenery daily I use that in my next project.
Contact Info:
- Website: https://galleries.page.link/nVgbp
- Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/etherealcabria/
- Twitter: https://twitter.com/simplycabria
- Other: https://spotifyanchor-web.app.link/e/sXf6SMmFksb
Image Credits
Instagram@_majacreationz