A pivotal moment came in 2022 when I was the cinematographer on a horror proof of concept project and realized that some things are left out of my personal control. In this case the director had taken on too many team member roles and carried a mountain of stress. All blame went out in various directions and no responsibility was ever taken on the directors part. As I sat in front of him at the coffee shop while he was firing me, something clicked inside me. First off I had never been fired before but I came to the realization that I needed to stop putting my energy into other directors passion projects. It was an eye opening moment but sometimes you need to experience these hard lessons to push you through in your life journey. In the end it has just made me a stronger director.