I am generally happy to be an artist. There are many frustrations, particularly those that involve making money off of my art and dealing with rejections, but I feel a certain amount of spiritual contentment in knowing that I have talents that are somewhat special and that allow me to express my innermost thoughts and feelings in ways that others can relate. I did, for man years, work 9-5 jobs in service of others but they were mostly positions that utilized my creativity and that made them tolerable. I much prefer working for myself as there are no constraints on my creative output and the business choices all mine. What I couldn’t do then and can’t do today, however, is turn off the artistic side of my brain so that I can fully relax at the end of the day and just enjoy family and life and think about things that don’t relate to making art. My switch, unfortunately, is always on.